dont mind the ugly picture, it's the only one that's been taken recently, since i've been away for the holidays.life would not be the same without toblerones. you have no idea what you're missing if you've never had it. and you also have no idea how much of it i've been eating in the past days.
my christmas was okay, my new year will most likely be the same, even though i pray hard for it to be great.
actually i kind of wish i would've just stayed home, i would've avoided disappointment.
i kind of hate when people don't turn out to be who you thought they were, or who they seemed to be during your first impression of them. i should simply finally learn that it is not good to have expectations. but i can't help it. maybe there is just nothing to do about it.
maybe i'm just looking for something too great, maybe i'm the problem after all, maybe i just cannot be satisfied with anything or anybody.
i don't like when things start getting old, when relationship slowly dies, when people change.
i want things to be exciting and fun, all the time. i want people to be how i like them to be all the time. i want to be contented with everything.
but this is me asking too much.
although i feel like it's not that much.
it's not like i'm asking for luxurious cars, a mansion, an academy award, and a few magazine covers.
i've got nothing planned for the day. i'm kinda glad about that. i missed not doing anything.
i'm quite contradicting myself, aren't i?
i want attention and people around me, but then wanna be alone.
oh, god.
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i agree, you're not asking for too much. then again, if people think that you are, then just simply let them be. i think that you should never settle for anything less. settling for less than you actually want will most likely leave you in a place where you'll doubt about if you really want what you have settled for. there are thousands of people out there, and by taking a quick guess i assume that you already got half of them wound around your finger, ready to be that person for you, so you'll come across someone that'll ease your yearning.
good luck :)
i know what thats like alex your not the only one like that and by the way the picture is cute ^0^
I understand what you wanna say. Sometimes, when i meet new people, they can be entertaining and all but only for a period of 2 weeks. They try to be my friends and they're always in the mood of doing what i wanna do, of going where i wanna go. Then I think : " Great, we understand each other very well ! ".
But later, they show their real personnality and it's totally different. They no longer have this anonymous personnality: the cool-nice-behaviour that some people have when they meet a person who could be a new friend.
I'm always a bit disappointed but the relationship during the first day is not always the same a few months later. What a shame.
Well, i don't know if that's what you were saying but that's the way i feel about the change of people.
Bonne année =) ( and sorry for my english! ^^" )
I don't know Alex, at the moment I'm feeling sort of empty, I don't feel anything, but I can tell you one thing though:
Never doubt yourself! Believe me Alex, if you weren't doubting about your thoughts, and you would just be so sure about yourself, it would all maybe have turned out very different, so keep in mind that having second thoughts isn't so bad.
Being contradicting isn't something to worry about, everyone has that sometimes, I guess..
But I can tell by the way that you explain it, that you're relaxed and, although you're contradicting, you know what you want in the end. So just enjoy life, and don't worry too much ;]
We all have our dualism. in my case, sometimes is too much. My christmas was boring and i spend it in my underwear, i was so lazy about puttin a nice outfit cuz after a while christmas doesn't seem exciting anymore. When i was young 5 months before christmas i was like: omggg so close parties gifts *o*. now im like: oh christmas bleh, i wanna sleep ._.
sad huh?
wht happenned to me? Am i getting old or just boring?
The I got sick. Had to go to the doctor but it was only a stochache.
Im on vacation untill march. I went to a bar and came back home at 7 am but some days is so boring. all day home ._. i too wanna excitment everyday everytime every second. too much to ask huh! hahaha.
well, people are really boring when they wanna be. sometimes i get tired of them. well i guess the answer is to meet new people or not!
ok bye :D
Generally, when you're wanting something you're not going to get it. Which completely sucks, but is also worthwhile when it happens the way you like.
Make yourself busy with something else, then it will hit you in the face and it'll be amazing-like.
Then the rest of us can go on being jealous admirers, looking in on the life we cannot be a part of.
"I too..." was the most unforgiveable mistaker ever *Me too*
ahh, i am eating toblerone right now:D
its yum.
Also, it is annoying when you have all these preconceptions about how everything should turn out.
I know it's hard to get rid of them, but it's worth it when you do.
Look in places you wouldn't normally.
Talk to everyone.
Turn over every rock so you don't end up regretting it later.
You never know where this person may be, don't let them slip away from you.
I agree, and don't worry, your picture is great.
I posted a similar blog in my account a while ago.
It does feel like I'm asking for a lot and I feel hypocritical.
I hate when people change too, and
sometimes having expectations about them fucks [sorry it had to be said] everything up.
It's happened to me with every person I've met.
I wish that one day I could just stop expecting people to be
the way I want them to be, but...I'm not
so sure I'll succeed anyway.
And people tell me I'm never satisfied with anything , friends especially. For example, I get a new friend,
I'm so excited I have finally found someone who understands me,
but in the end, they're nothing like what you wanted, and often my mom tells me I can't expect everyone to be the same as me, but
I'm so stubborn! I never pay any attention to her.
Maybe we're both idiots for wanting things to go our way.
I want things to be exciting and fun too, but I know life isn't that way,
and even knowing it, I don't accept it, meh, I'm an idiot XD.
Sorry for the super-dupper long rant, just felt like writing all that.
i feel that way too. it seems that i can never be satisfied for too long at how people act.
People burn out just like stars.
"actually i kind of wished i would've just stayed home, i would've avoided disappointment."
u know what, that's my plan for this new years eve. I'm taking a break for a night away from people to actually judge myself and also avoiding disappointment. there's too much disappointment from my friends and I thought what the heck, one night away from all of that maybe could actually make me feel a lot better cause when I'm with my friends, they always want to see the happy problem-free girl rather than sharing my true feelings. I do wanna spend the new year with them, but I also want to be alone. sometimes, this way, I can really see which of my true friends stick with me. and yeah, liking people from first impression is always another mistakes of mine and I also always expect more from them.
i know how you feel. i find myself getting somewhat bored with poeple after i first meet them. kinda like the exciting left once the introductions were over. i don't know. i seem to be contradicting in the same way. i like to stay home and just chill but then i get bored and go out and then once im out i just wish i was back home. basically i guess we can never truly be happy. the unubtainable emotion. but i love toblerone too! it's so good. oh my goodness. lol but i hope your new years excites you and you start feeling better. <3
Life is always that way. It's full of disappointments, but it makes you appreciate things more. There is no such thing as expecting too much. If you didn't have standards, you would never find anything worth having. Being satisfied is a good feeling, granted, but being unsatisfied reminds you that you are human. You'll get through it.
I know for sure what you're going through, it's a current predicament that I'm going through. I sure it will work out in the end, for you. If it doesn't, tell me so I can prepare myself.
Sincerely,
Keri
Aw.
I'm sorry. I've had very similar holiday. Actually it sort of sucked. The person didn't even tell me that their interests changed. :[
But you're an amazing boy. You're so creative, and so nice. You'll find someone equally amazing.
Btw. I'm sort of addicted to your blog. hahah.
x
Willy
I know exactly how you feel. I always want and always wanted too much...and I can't help it. I'm always getting tired of things that I used to love and I always find me hoping for something or someone I'll never get tired of...but I think that might just never happen.
Thank you for showing me that I'm not the only one out there who feels that way.
-Anne
Its like reading my thoughts. oh my. I doubt many people' s christmas' were more than good. I know mine wasn't great, it was okay. I think its simply that christmas is a time to look back, and when we do, we find we were less than perfect. Which really isnt a mood booster.
I understand completely the need for excitement, but then all I wish for is to sit by myself. I don't they arethat high of expectations, those expectations of yours. I think we all wish for that.
Have a nice new years.
i no what thats like and there is only a few people i never get tired of wich are you, adam gontier, three days grace, chandler mortland and my friend amaya besides that cute picture
You should blogtv..
I don't know what to say.
I'de like to be like "yeah me too" and say all the stuff that everyone else has said. But I think you're getting the point.
maybe just because people change doesn't mean you and your feelings do.
If things don't work out as planned, so be it. that doesn't have to ruin your holidays.
You be exciting and fun. maybe it'll pass on...
OH!
I kept thinking "whats toblerone?"
and then it occured to me it's the stuff I've been eating every christmas in huge portions ever since I was able to eat real food....ha. and....this is a pointless comment. byes.
i completely agree, i think the relationship that i once had with a guy is slowly going down hill like you said...You defiantly are not asking for too much you deserve it, everyone does. Just keep looking you'll find her, hey you never know she live just down the street from you. Maybe you just haven't taken the time to notice her quite yet.
TOBLERONE IS AMAZING!! You can never find it in my area unfortunately :/. I hope you have a fun New Year! Oh and don't be too disappointed, you will eventually find someone who doesn't change :3
I love Toblerones :D
they're delicious
I havn't had them in a while though :P
Well, Happy New Years
:]
don't worry too much alex.
one day i know you'll find someone who lives up to all your standards.
you're not asking too much,you're asking for what means the most to you.that's good.
and don't worry,everyone's a hypocrite at some point.
and,another thing.
i agree,toblerones are beast.
and now i seriously want one.
don't get too discouraged :3
I'm kind of going through the same thing.
I guess I just became clear of what I wanted and didn't focus on the lack of what I wanted.
I learned to accept things the way they are and appreciate the good times. I told myself I was fine with how things were. And in truth, I was.
Eventually, everything came into place. It was very peaceful.
Maybe in order to gain something, we musn't hold on to it. But let it flow through you.
I agree. I kind of wish that I stayed at home on New Year's to, to avoid disappointment. But i'm trying to be optimistic, mayyyybe it could be fun.
By the way, i LOVE the picture! :D
I must admit, I have no idea what a Toblerone is.
Moving on to the actual point, people are unpredictable. I agree wholeheartedly that usually, once you get to know a person, they turn out to be a disappointment. A let down to your expectations. I find that I don't trust many people outside of my family and close friends either. Usually I wait a while when meeting someone new, to test my first impressions of them. And, usually, the respect I start out with for people dwindles over time, as they prove to me how unworthy of respect they are. I'm finding it hard to follow my own advice, here, but maybe you won't: There ARE some worthy people out there. People who aren't sell-outs and jerks. They're worth the digging it takes to find them. I'm seriously blessed to be surrounded with my family, who are the most unconditionally loving people I've ever met, along with my dearest friends, who are the same. If you can find those people, then you will never have to worry about becoming bored with them. Simply being with them and spending time with them will satisfy you.
I'm not sure if you'll even read this, or whether or not it sounds like mindless rambling, but if you do come across it, I hope it's a comfort to read.
I know how it is. Like I love attention but I hate it also. Like Sometimes people get to much of it it starts to get old and boring and sickening. I need to be around people that I know wont become boring. It just like makes me mad. because at first they are all oh yeah ;ets do crazy stuff. Then its like wth they dnt do anything. I'm very crazy and like I dnt need boring people lol. wow that sounded badd. I don't like to be alone. I will call someone over just to watch t.v. with me. I get scared of being alone. But I dnt want poeple to like come in my head like know whats going on because if they found out they might leave me. It's very pathetic I know. And I know how you feel.
You know what, I think you're right. Most of the time I'm just disappointed because people change and I don't.
I just want to meet new exciting people but then again I think I'll never meet that person who's just how I want him/her to be. I don't believe in that anymore.
I think a lot of people have too big expectations but so do I. And I do think it's too much to ask for.
Things can never be perfect and you have to be ready to be disappointed all the time in life. But still I can't help but hoping.
Alex,
I feel similar actually,
sometimes i'm never satisfied and i can't even figure out which one i want, to be alone or to have exciting things happen.
-hug- i sincerely hope your new years is better than your christmas (:
-steph
Alex, Alex, Alex... you are one complicated boy, but I think everyone is like that. They want one thing, but at the same time want the exact opposite. Some people may say that your asking to much from others, but maybe it is them who are not asking enough. you cant go on living your life if your surrounded by people you don't really like all to much, and I know what you mean, people get old and boring. You learn to much about them to the point where nothing is new, there's no excitement or adventure... Just keep going for what you want and one day, it will all fall into place.
( I've never had a Toblerone before.)
have you seen like the huge Toblerone bars. ahhhh heaven. I eat alot of Tobelerone, but it's hard to find where I live.
"i want people to be how i like them to be all the time."
I do believe thats asking for too much, your asking for somebody to change themself just so you are satisfied. But I can't judge, for I use to want the same thing. But I learn people change, I changed, I changed a lot actually. Lost a best friend due to the change. But that's life, nothing you can do about it. Expectations is not just expecting for something to happen, but its the act of looking forward to what you want to see. What YOU want to have, which is why you end disappointed. You are not contradicting youself, your just human. I choose to be by myself, not alone, but by myself, which is why I can't relate to your problems that much. But I do know one thing, life will never go your way, life will never go anyone's way. Frustrating, isnt it? Good Luck.
-Sanchez
cute pic.
hihi ^^ TOMBRELONE.. mniam ;**
hmm.Ok, I'm probably the only one brave enough to tell you what I really think, instead of telling you what you may want to hear. The truth is, time changes, and people tend to adapt to it, or change with it. That's how the human race works. Personally, I can honestly say that I haven't felt the way that you do for the fact being this, You can't always change who people choose to be, and when they do change, you can still always try to find what's left that may still be good about them. There's something special in every person, and no matter how far they may seem to be drifting away, you have to keep what's left of their past personality, and learn to adapt to who they are now. Wanting and hoping for people to be the way you have always seen them isn't necessarily selfish, but then again it's not to caring either. When you stated that you would have rather stayed home, well then you sort of just put yourself down. If you would have stayed home, you may not have discovered what you know now, so instead of understanding that the person you used to know or "thought" you knew has changed, you would've been naive to who they really where. To the meeting new people suggestions, maybe you should, or you could try to appreciate what's right in front of you, find out things that you didn't know before about the people that you already know, because when you just try to forget about your old friends who aren't how you want them to be, then you're starting to change who you are inside, so that's contradicting what you've said. To the people saying I know how you feel, and such, no one will ever know how you feel because you're you.You have to make the decision on who you want to be to other people, and how you want them to be to you. That's how the world works sometimes, and even though it seems stubborn, you should look at it as a new chance to discover what you can try to change, and what simply cannot be faultered. People are people, that's the truth. We're greedy and selfish, though I tend to try to not see myself that way, it is what it is. hope to have helped somehow.
-Autumn
I like Toblerones haha :-) and my holiday was a little sad, but happy too, family problems. But that about the people changes. I know that is sad, I lost my best friend for that reason, but this year I received a better gift, new friendships, and thanks to God that they haven't changed much.
"i want things to be exciting and fun, all the time. i want people to be how i like them to be all the time"
You know what?: Don't worry be happy :-)!!
you must believe that is always exciting and fun.
hmm that last sentance -"i want attention and people around me, but then wanna be alone."- that sounds exactly like me. its really quite frustrating..
I understand. We want people the way they are the first time we meet them; the people they front themselves as.
People don't always change... in time, they just begin to show us who they really are.
But the thing is, that's not the person we fell for. We fell for that original person... Who really wasn't even being themselves.
"i kind of hate when people don't turn out to be who you thought they were, or who they seemed to be during your first impression of them. i should simply finally learn that it is not good to have expectations. but i can't help it. maybe there is just nothing to do about it."
i can really relate to this.
and yes toblerones are amazing!
Hey! I'm from switzerland ! je parle français ... mais comme je sais pas si tu comprends je t'écris en anglais ... Toblerone is from Switzerland :) !! yay !! I love toblerone too, who doesn't ?!
otherwise i totally understand how you are feeling ... i feel kind of the same these days ... I was thinking about all these people with who I've had so much fun before and that I don't see anymore ... i'ld like to talk more about that and maybe give you some philosophic advices ^^ but it's kinda hard for me to express myself in english ... so i'm just gonna say that I love the pictures you take and seem to be a really interesting person!
Hope you have the new year you expect !
i love the pic, its cute! and yeahh toblerone is yummy as!
i dont think ur asking to much, maybe your just looking at the wrong people.
im sure youll find the right person one day! til then jus have fun XD
<3.MLExx
woahh,
thats exactly how i feel right now.
you inspire me so much you know.
anyways what's Tobelerone? haha i've never heard of it.
p.s. that picture is really cute just like any other picture of you :]
That's almost how I feel.
I'm kinda tired of the people around me, kinda tired of almost everything right now. I want the good times I had, but all I have right now is myself. And it's kinda good to be alone, to be away from people. People that are deceiveing or phonies.
the difficulty with people is that their individual tastes change, which don't always comply with yours. however, when you think of it that way, if everyone stayed the same, life would be kinda lame and monotonous.with every person you meet comes a developing mind and a new personality and mindset. Changes in scenery happen for a reason, and sometimes distance between people is a good thing. you never know-- you might look back on it and realize you were both better off living seperately.It isn't that you can't be satisfied , but you just have to open your mind a little. not easy, granted, but it could lead to something pretty amazing. remember not to judge a book by its cover. in order to be content with everything, you have to enjoy the little things. like the toblerone [the best christmas chocolate going, by far] or in my case, the peppermint candycanes. once you think of all the great things around, all the things that suck or you aren't thrilled with seem minimal. have a happy new year.
~Fawn
You are not asking for too much. You are simply at a time where that isn't your favorite part of life. Think of it as a roller coaster you have never been on before. You just don't know what everything will be like.
In other news,you are utterly correct when saying Toblerone bars are good.
First impressions aren't always true. You know the saying "Don;t judge a book by it's cover,"? Well, sometimes books are what the cover reveals.
Think About It.
your situation has happened to me before but right now i actually have the opposite problem, but in a way its very similar. i'm changing faster than the people around me and i expect them to change with me but it doesn't happen like that. what i've found i'm doing is getting to know myself better while i wait to meet someone who turns out to be exactly what i want them to be. good luck on your search for the person that will fulfill your hopes.
you've put yourself into the spotlight, hon. it's hard to get out. every girl knows who you are. it's hard to be alone.
i definitly understand where ur coming from...i mean...last year 1 of my friends changed big time and screwed up my life..
she made me even more insecure than i already was...
x[
she kept all these secrets from me and lik she would hav a crush on any and every 1 of the same guys that i liked...
x[
it really sucked..
but she REALLY REALLY screwed up my other friends life...she did all these horrible things 2 her that i cannot tell u about..
x[
now im still nice 2 her and everything..and we hang out some times...but lik were definitly not BEST friends...(at least according 2 me) according 2 her we're 'BEST FRIENDS'
xP
and i dont think ur asking too much..i meann..
u cant control anybody but u can definitly ask for it...sometimes i wish that my friends would just stay exactly the way i want them...
yes.
that would be very nice...
okay, first, the picture isn't ugly :) I like it. Second, no, you're not asking too much. I think most of us are like that, including me :) when I was in my old school, I was like that. I was bored of everything and everybody. Now, after I move to another country, I've changed. A lot. Some of my besties are changing and I like it :) some of them aren't changing. So then I know, we can't expect people to change. They'll change by the time. And oh! You're so lucky you're still having your holidays. My school re-opens on January 2nd which is sucks :(
Alex, first of all, I happen to love your photograph. I think you look amazing as always.
Im sorry to here that you were disapointed.
And that's not too much to ask for. Sure you were contradicting yourself, but it happens. It is only human. Thats just what happens sometimes.
Supporting you always,
Rebekah!
I commented your lj so I won't put the same stuff here but I just wanted to add:
SUPER CUTE PIC!!
Gorgeous as always <3
The picture is not bad and my god toblerone is like the best haha.
i hate it when people change too
its feel different and weird.
my holidays hasnt been anything special either. I wasnt to go see the ball drop in manhattan since i lie in ny but they started this new thing where they barricade people now. I went last year and it sucked. YOu have to get ther liek realy early if you want to see it.
well im rambling ick
i had some free time and an idea so i made something with you in it
http://i400.photobucket.com/albums/pp82/veeVin/aelp.png
http://i400.photobucket.com/albums/pp82/veeVin/aelpc.png
there are two verions :)
hope you like it
you dont sound very happy and i hope you feel better :D
-hema
Hi, Alex.
It's Amanda.
I just wanted to say that I saw you a few times at the Limeridge mall.
I would have said Hi,but didn't want to be a creep.
I stood right beside you in the pet store.
Oh, god.
i've never tried toblerones before, but i've heard they're delicious! i don't think they're available where i live.
anyway, i always love these types of entries from you, alex. they're always honest.
i would say more, but i don't have much time on my hands. but basically, it really is disappointing. and they weird thing is, you don't really realize how much you miss the person they were before until they're gone. it hurts, because you want it to be the same again, but you can't change them.
i'm sure everyone's experienced that at least a few times.
well, definately take advantage of this time you have to relax. i know i will. :]]
... nothing to declare...
belle photo! c'était ou ça?? reminds me of some place...
hey sugarr
i don't know how else to get a hold of you,
you delete your stickam and your never on aim :/
i think agree to the deal, so hopefully you will get back to me on that. :)
and it seems like we are both kinda going through the same thing, just like people disappointing you and everything
Haha, You like Toblerones? Where I live, the supermarkets are flooded with them, but they are quite expensive, so we only get them for special occasions. Most of my friends don't like it, but my neighbor and I love it, so whenever one of us has some, we eat all of it.
I know how you feel. Only few people manage to stay the same a long time without changing their personality, but most people's interests change, and abandon their friends, their lifestyle, their past. Friends can't tag along for long, as the person starts to grow distant from their real friends.
I guess sometimes people can't help changing the way they are.
I'm sorry if you ever lost a really close friend.
Sorry if this sounded too...boring? Could I use the word boring? Sorry, I have the vocabulary of a 4th grader :P
Actually I think it's not asking too much but rather you shouldn't be asking at all.
I don't think there will ever be a person who can be "fun" all the time.
I mean some people have fun sitting on their bed looking at the rain and some don't.
People aren't created to entertain each other.
My mom once told me if you're bored then you're "boring" (not all the time just when you're bored...I guess? hahaha)
Anyway I hope you can find people who can meet YOUR expectations...because u seem to be quite cool.
toblerones :)
i'm kinda the same way
why does your clothing store only have like 5 things to choose from???
I think that's a normal feeling, at least in my mind and in my heart. I tend to expect too much from people and when they do what they usually do, which is not fulfilling my expectations, I get frustrated and terribly sad. I wish I could change that but it's like I feel I've identified the problem but haven't found the solution to it yet. Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
OHMIGOD, if it were me, I'd give you ALL of my attention. I'm sure there are a tonne of people who feel the same way about you - just that they're unfortunate enough not to be in the same place.
We're all human, we all pretty much crave attention and moments to ourselves at the same time just about all the time. We're never satisfied. ;p
I hope you have a good new year, even if it's not a GREAT one. I LOVE YOOOUUUU. <3<3
Kate, Malaysia.
P.S. Admit it, you were thinking, what the heck is Malaysia?! Haha. Google it. ;p
loveit :X
oh, Alex. Alex.
You have only now realised that no one is like he seems to be ?
That no one is perfect, or cangive you exactly what you want him to?
Let's make this clear.
You see that certain person, you start to hink, to imagine how everything
can be so incredibly good with them.
You see solely the side of him you want to see, just to satisfy your mind, to have hopes.
Like, you see your Toblerone, buy it, but while opening it, you gradually come to know that whats
inside is not your beloved Chocolate.
The first times you still see your
longed person; Either he will put
on a super show, or you will put
everything in the proper light,
in that perfect perspective.
But, after a while, you suffer that
all your expectations, desires, aspirations, cannot ever be fulfilled by that person.
Their bad sides overwhelm, you feel
you're in the wrong movie, everything
will be horrible.
It will be the more horrible and gruesome, the more expectations you had.
And, oh darling, that is a lesson
one cannot possibly learn early enough!
So, either you minimise your
needs to a reachable level
or you keep looking for the
impossible and keep being
deceived.
En bref, you cannot expect
to order and get a moka frappuchino with caramel and cream on top in person.
Either you dont get the caramel and cream, or you get a completely
other coffee.
You can drink it to satisfy your
thirst in a little way,
or you die of thirst in your desert
waiting for your oasis.
But will it be a Fata Morgana ?
And even if you found perfection in
a person, believe me (or not),
one day or the other, what will happen?
Even that person will bore you.
So, reduce your wants.
Stick to persons whose good sides
outweigh their bad ones.
Else you'll always be disappointed.
Sorry if I am wrong,
just my experiences
and how I deal with this
special issue.
En passant, mes meilleurs amis,
je les vois deux fois par année.
Et une relation? Ahh please non.
jai écrit trop, jsais.
mais je souvent réfléchis sur
ce sujet, et jai dû écrit
tout cela et en outre je nai même
dormi pas puisque jy réfléchi.
In the "ugly picture" your Phone. And then Nonono baby, nononono don't....((((
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try
Nononono baby, nononono don't ...(((
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about
toblerones sort of taste like heaven, in a freaky triangular prism box.
tu demandes pas trop.
et t'es pas le problème.
le problème est que maintenant les gens sont des "fakes" et on peut pas savoir quels sont les uniques qu'on peut sauver de ces gens stupides.
bon, je te souhaite une bonne année 2009 ♥
MissMelancholy_x
If only you, would know me better
If only you would listen better
If only you would see me better
If only you would hear me better
Set me free, before you press delete
hey man u r like the sexiest dude ever dont say ur ugly or awkward mann! geez get sum self confidense btw i love you!!!!!!!!! not to b to forward just statin the facts
~reghan and yes i am a girl i am straight and i am single oh woops ther i go agan srry
We're in love with you and your toblerone ;)
Mwahhhhhh...xxxxx
I've tried to avoid having expectations about stuff, but it's no use. Sometimes it may be better to expect the worse. That way you don't get too disappointed. I don't know you, so i guess that's all i can say.
hahahaah this is quite hilarious to me you know?
i don't have that 'hability' of express what i mean or cannot said my ideas as obvious as they are but reading this i was like yeah!, exactly but i have learn to live without expectations, because i always used to end disappointed of all the result and wanted everything to be as how it was on my head, so i really didn't have that kind of joyful time, and i still imagine how i would like things to be but just that, i'm not waiting them to become real, i have to be realistic and if i wait for nothing ufff... i get everything alex, seriously you just have to be more sensitive to situations.
Ok, i gotta go, i'm finishing cooking it looks very delicious and i hope its delicious n_n
HNY! i wish you the best!
...xoxo
hey! tolberone chocolate rocks man! nice picture!
just wanted to say happy new year!
alex, i know exactly what you're going through!
it seems like guys always think i'm asking for too much..
hope your situation gets better :)
ps.. your look soo cute in that picture!
I know what you mean. I would love for someone to pay attention to me... But then again I'm terrified of someone paying attention to me. My break was like that,except I had no choice of whether to stay or go. One question, you know the hunt for alex evans by that kira person video on youtube? Did they actually find you?
Sam
I understand what u mean, but life is hard for us to control...
we want to be in control
but things always gets in our way..
we can look at the positive side and accept it as part of our life.
hope everything will go as u plan
(:
anyways happy new year :D
hmmm i get that too. i hate it when i plan something and it turns out to be dull and i just dont wanna be there. so i tried to stop planning things ahead and tried going with the wind..lol sounds stupid but, it works for me. =]
Happy New Year to you too.
I like your "ugly" photograph. :>
je ne comprend pas je t'es laisser des commentaires mais il ne se sont pas afficher ?_? bon je te remet ce commentaires es ce que the-alex-evans est une fake on se pose tous la question oui ... on tous le monde aimerai savoir j'espére que tu répondras a ce message "i hope ..." joyeuses fétes !!
J'ai souvent pris l'avion(4 fois ...) et je me rapellerai toujours une fois je n'était qu'avec ma mére et une hotesse est passer nous proposer de quoi mange et boire et il y avait des toblerone j'en ai pris 4 paquets et on a tous manger (il y avait quand méme 12 heures d'avion ^^)c'est sur c'est trop bon!
i really like the white chocolate toblerones
Là où tu es, ce ne serait pas la cafétéria d'Oxford par hasard !?
J'en suis presque sûre...
I prefer the sweet little packs of mini Toblerones!! Vicious :)
I didn't eat any this xmas!
About disappointment...
Hum, I guess that the only person you can't be disappoint is yourself!!
It'somehow weird and strange to realize that we can't count on others to give us full-time hapiness.
The reality arround tend to mirror our worst nightmares and fears..
"Be like a flowing river."
I agree 100%. I always seem to get bored quickly of things, i guess it's normal for us, but for others.. i dont know how they can live routined lives and everything.. I know that personally I'm most happy when everything is exciting and fun (unlike my new years which was hell, and my x-mas not that much greater.) But no, i dont think you're asking for too much because i feel exactly the same and I guess its just our nature to want fresh things and get bored of things that have been around for too long.
summerqueen_001@hotmail.com
I would really appreciate if you add me, i've agreed 100% with all of your blogs and it would be really great to be able to talk... and also I'm moving to montreal alone after (je vais faire un D.E.P pis apres aller a montréal pour aller au college lasalle) and I'll have no friends or anything and that'll be really hard for me. It'll be really overwhelming to move there, I don't know Montreal super well yet or anything, i live kinda far so i don't get to go very often. i'll kind of just be thrown right into the middle of everything, start a new school, probably live alone somewhere or in dorms. Anyway, happy new year :)
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Cut the cord
Are we human or are we denser
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I 'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we denser
i well hate when people are different to who you thought they were
but i do like the white toblerones
I agree with you,life don't make sense without that litle piece of paradise called toblerone!!!
But you said that that pic was ugly or i am getting crazy???
If you said this who is getting crazy here is you...
You are the most perfect guy I ever see...
you are wondeful!!!!!!
Never said this again OK!!!!!
PS:Sory about my english...hsuahsua
Is because I am not english...i am brazilian!!!!
you are hot.
u know how to def say what is on ur mind and that def a good thing
At least your a guy who knows what he wants. I cant say I've been in your situation but I understand wanting to be with people but at the same time left alone. Like you want there presents to be there and you just want to think. You have really good expectaions even tho some of them are high its what you want in your life and thats who you are and all thats good. But it all takes time to find in another person or within yourself sometimes it all depends on what you want the most and what your willing to give up.
oh wow. 50th comment. i guess i havnt really "lived" yet cuz i hav no idea wat ur talkin about. wat is toblerone??? i kno wat u mean about ppl changing. i think im one of those people who has changed but i dont wanna change back and if i did i dont kno how.like before i wasnt emo and now i am. i love being emo, i love who i am, but other ppl dont and now ppl stop talkin to me. also now im a vegetarian, i dont get y ppl would stop talkin to me cuz i look & eat different! wtf. but ill always hav one person who knows the real me. im glad i hav her. x[[
but i do want ppl to stay the same but without change, we hav nothing. we NEED change. im sorry to say but we do. and its hard to find someone who will understand you but once you do then ull kno and its all worth it. all u can do it hope for now.
x[[
good luck.
anonymous/autumn, well whatever ur name is. thats really good advice. im glad i read it.
good job u opened my eyes x]]
The hardest part is that i feel the same... and it's horrible... and frustrating everytime, every second...
you r sooooo beyond gorgeous! me and my friends that know who you r. which is most of them, totally love you and have tons of ur pics from the internet!
XD yeah, Toblerones are delicious...triangles are the best.
So your own little parade of yes-(wo)men...
XDDDD our very own modern-day Narcissus....
**cackles**
What you put in is what you get out. That's all...
Well, it's my very first comment, and I'm sorry if i make some mistakes, cuz English isn't my home language..
At first I wanna say that this pic isn't ugly, really ;)
And I agree with you, Toblerones are delicious.
About the persons and the first impression, sometimes it's very hard understand whats the other person like, and a lot of peopole pretend to be somebody, who they really aren't, and it's kind of sad and it's makeing me really mad, when I see, who they really are, so I quess I understand what do you think or feel. If i'm right..
But i can give you a tip, if you are going to meet a new person, then don't expect nothing form that person, you just listen what she/he says and then make decision.
Realtionships don't die if both of you do together anything that keeps you intrested and most of all what relationships need is talking.
Well, everybody needs attention, but it can't be too much. If you feel like you can't be with many people then just go somewhere, where you can be alone and take time for yourself. I know what if feels like, when everything and everybody just annoys.
All the Best
A.
you're not asking too much. i wish people could stay the same too or be the way they were when you met them. as you get to know someone you sort of realize their priority order and figure out it wasn't what you wanted to hear because you know them differently. but this is probably crap you already know. i'm really freeking young but life has brought me some major disappointments already and blah blah blah. and i know what you mean by contradicting your own words. so... yeah. that's my unneeded rant.
aww i dont think your picture is ugly .. i think its quite cute :]
and im amazed by your eye color. so pretty<33
Alex i wanna be with you but i'm nothing special, in fact I'm rather lonely and sad...I realised I'm not so sure of what life is anymore and i just want a reason to live... i guess I must be waiting for love
Yeah I have teh same problem , with the kids at my new schoool totally different from what I had thought .It's hard to be satisfied by people sometimes . I get that all the time I still haven't found the type of friends that get me . It's nice to have a mnormal picture for once . You overwork youself soemtimes .Hope your holidays were great
Goodluck for 2009
HAPPY NEW YEAR :D
hm , nahh .. nonono , that pic does not look ugly :D
hee ~
all th best in 2009 :D
hkhk <3
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